water
when I was a child I loved to swim and there is something about being underwater that feels right for me and sometimes even now I let myself imagine I am underwater again where every piece of me is wrapped and held and I am young once more and then comes that moment when I feel I can let go and I do and I meet the surface and exhale and breathe in the rejuvenating air and know that I am never drowning or in danger and I remember that water is life and I am life and nothing is ever wrong or needing fixing and I can slow down and float and be cleansed and purified of even the most anxious and worrisome thoughts and even if I lose my way I can just relax and the force inside my chest will guide me home again and if I just go with the flow I will be carried to an answer that will be the way forward and this will show me that the point of it all is to just be happy and enjoy the goodness of my existence
